Tuesday, May 18, 2010
Shucks. I'm back to the emo state again.
1. I hate to be a replacement of something else. You know, i really hope that im not just a replacement...
2.Sometimes I hope I can be left alone at the right time. Sorry for being anti-social, but I really need those times...
3. I hate to be weak. And now I feel like a weakling. Empty promises with no action. Why have I become someone who only knows how to criticize, yet passive in making a change to the situation? It's just another common challenge that many people face. Why am I so affected by it? Why cant I stop blaming? Why didnt I reorganize my thoughts instead and look for a solution? Im such a crybaby.
4. I hate to sacrifice things at the expense of my inability. Seriously, what's the point of feeling sorry after the sacrifice?
You know, there's so much going through my mind. I begin to wonder if I've changed, perhaps for the worse. ):
You know, sometimes I actually feel lost and I hope some wise soul can be there to guide me through the darkness...
Sighs. I'm sorry for the rant. I really need it.
11:31 PM
Till we meet again..
